In my Preparing for the HarvestSeries, I’ve tried to discuss and lay out some ideas, concerns and thought provoking concepts in hopefully urging you think and grow a bit. If you haven’t read all of my posts yet, I’d suggest that you take a few minutes to read them from the beginning in order to get a better grasp of my flow. Together, I’ve tried to push you into a bit of honest self evaluation, to be open, honest and transparent with yourself with respect to better understanding the entrepreneurial process and how it’s invariably linked to your faith, from which you derive HOPE.
Through this journey, I’ve actually had the opportunity to be open, honest and transparent with myself, and have been amazed with what God has revealed to me! Frankly, despite the hardships, pains and sufferings I’ve endured during this journey, I realize now that I HAD to walk this path, just like this. Sure, in hindsight I can see many ways, decisions and paths that I should’ve done or not taken, but I see now that I needed to experience what I have experienced in order to gain the perspective and wisdom I have, and how I can see my confidence, in many ways a mask for my cowardice. It wasn’t until just recently in being guided by my Christian mentors that I needed to surrender completely in order to realize that I could truly be able to grow.
Do you have confidence in what you do for a living? In the part you play in your relationships, as a father or mother, brother or sister, friend or acquaintance? I always have felt I do, but I realize that sometimes confidence, fueled by pride, can become a mask for true insecurities I feel inside. Do you feel insecure, and yet no one knows it? Confidence in many ways is a very useful attribute. But it can preclude objective input from those around you as it can cause you to be a know it all. I’ve fallen prey to this trap and have made avoidable mistakes and hurt people’s feelings in the process. This led me to not be the steward that God wanted me to be. I cowardly used my stubborn pride, err confidence, to block the input of the tools and resources that God put in front of me to use. It wasn’t until recently that I’ve learned just how valuable openness, honesty and transparency can be. No longer will I allow my confidence to be a front for cowardice.
What about you (assuming you’re still hanging in there reading this!)? What about your confidence, or lack thereof? Well God promises that He will be by your side, ALWAYS. He wants 100% commitment from each of us, including you. If we realize that He creates all things and, despite how we might feel to the contrary, knows exactly where we are at exactly this point in time and LOVES us unconditionally regardless! How freeing is that? So I urge you, be open, honest and transparent with yourself…NOW! Not next week, or soon, but NOW. You will be amazed what you’ll discover, what you’ll finally be able to let go, where you can go from here. Then, find someone to confess it to, because then it becomes REAL!
Thanks for your read!!